Fallen Angel<\/p>\n
Dark thoughts overwhelm me in every way
\nSo hard to write without tears today
\nMy heart is broken, my soul laid bare
\nImpossible to go on with no one to care.<\/p>\n
You came into my life by pure chance
\nWas this to be my last shot at romance?
\nYou were my once in a lifetime love
\nSuch a wonderful gift from above.<\/p>\n
My life was in ruins until you came along
\nTo fill me with joy and in my heart put a song.
\nFrom the moment we met that fateful day
\nI knew you were special in every way.<\/p>\n
We laughed; we texted, we talked every day
\nWe made love in the most incredible way
\nIt was the first time I understood \u201cyou complete me\u201d
\nIn every minute of every day I thought you would be.<\/p>\n
Now my heart is broken, my soul filled with grief
\nLooks like this wonderful love will be so brief
\nWhere once every single day you needed me
\nYou have chosen without me you prefer to be.<\/p>\n
No longer you need to hear the sound of my voice
\nOut of your life is now your very sad choice.
\nCast aside like last week\u2019s news
\nI never thought I\u2019d be the one to lose.<\/p>\n
You had such passion, such love to give
\nYour small imperfections I\u2019d easily forgive.
\nFor me you were a beacon of light
\nTogether just felt so incredibly right.<\/p>\n
But hoping and wishing that someday you will care
\nClinging so desperately to this thought I do not dare
\nOh, the hurt and the pain, I am so forlorn
\nToday I wish I had never been born.<\/p>\n
Where once every day you filled my life with joy
\nNow without you there is nothing to enjoy
\nMy very being has been wrapped up in you
\nWithout you in my life I don\u2019t know what to do.
\nYou made me feel important, loved and wanted so bad
\nEven with Emily you made me feel like a Dad
\nIt felt like \u201cfamily\u201d, something so important to me
\nI believed that some day, together we would be.<\/p>\n
There has been so much that I will cherish forever
\nThat I will ever forget you? No never!
\nThe girls. What colour? Has anyone told you today? Oh, so true!
\nThese were all things that I thought were special to you.<\/p>\n
I am where I am because I fell so in love with you
\nNow I am lost and don\u2019t know what to do.
\nYou have made it clear that you are done with me.
\nThat\u2019s a dagger in my heart and it will surely kill me.<\/p>\n
We have shared so much and I\u2019ve been there for you
\nI\u2019ve tried to help with what you needed to do
\nThat made me feel so good and I hoped some day
\nI\u2019d be with you and Emily to live together every day.<\/p>\n
I know now you don\u2019t love me, but I hope you can see
\nThat without you I am struggling as bad as it can be.
\nPlease think about what we\u2019ve had again and again
\nTry to be patient and understand my incredible pain.<\/p>\n
Don\u2019t cast me aside in my hour of need
\nPlease hear my call for help and heed.
\nTo never feel my arms around you again
\nBrings tears of sadness and incredible pain.<\/p>\n
For Sarah to be loved by someone else now
\nTears at my heart and I don\u2019t know how
\nI will ever get over you, I don\u2019t think I can
\nI wanted so desperately to be your man.<\/p>\n
Life without you is what I dread
\nI am so much better off dead.
\nKnow that you are the most important thing in my life.
\nMy biggest regret is that I can\u2019t make you my wife.<\/p>\n
I feel worthless, lonely and filled with doubt
\nTo be in love is what life\u2019s all about
\nWith no one to care whether you live or die
\nTo go on each day, you have no idea why.<\/p>\n
I will never regret one minute that we have shared
\nIt was so very amazing that for a while you cared.
\nI am left a broken man, so horribly sad and upset
\nBut not one minute we shared will I ever regret.<\/p>\n
You were my Angel, my love and my reason to be
\nPlease never forget how important you are to me
\nWithout your love I have nowhere to go
\nYes, you\u2019ll forget me, but always know<\/p>\n
You were my one Babygirl and I will love you for all eternity.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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