{"id":2681,"date":"2005-10-25T10:49:23","date_gmt":"2005-10-25T14:49:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.garycjones.ca\/?p=2681"},"modified":"2020-11-30T13:18:57","modified_gmt":"2020-11-30T18:18:57","slug":"poem-tawni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/?p=2681","title":{"rendered":"Poem &#8211; Tawni"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Happy \u2018n Sad<\/p>\n<p>You ask how I am, well, happy \u2018n sad<br \/>\nA strange mix of sorrow and glad<br \/>\nHappy for the time that we shared<br \/>\nSad in a way that so much I cared.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to have held you in my arms<br \/>\nTo have had a glimpse of your charms.<br \/>\nSad that you\u2019re now not around<br \/>\nTo bring me the joy I only just found.<\/p>\n<p>Happy we had the chance to meet<br \/>\nAnd for you to sweep me off my feet.<br \/>\nSad that our time was all so brief<br \/>\nAnd that without you there\u2019s grief.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to have shared the laughter<br \/>\nTo know clearly it\u2019s you I\u2019m after.<br \/>\nSad to accept you\u2019ll never be mine<br \/>\nTo share with me roses and wine.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to know that I can still learn<br \/>\nFor someone like you I can still yearn.<br \/>\nSad that it\u2019s just not to be<br \/>\nThose joyful thoughts of \u201cyou and me\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to have known a girl like you<br \/>\nTo dream of all that we could do.<br \/>\nSad that I\u2019ll not find another<br \/>\nWho\u2019s just like you \u2013 why bother?<\/p>\n<p>Happy to be moved to quiver and shake<br \/>\nOh, the crazy fool you did make.<br \/>\nSad that it\u2019s gone almost before it came<br \/>\nNever be together \u2013 oh, what a shame.<\/p>\n<p>Happy that I can still see your face<br \/>\nIn everywhere you were in my place.<br \/>\nSad that you\u2019re not still there<br \/>\nFor me to show how much I care.<\/p>\n<p>Happy when I think of your smile<br \/>\nOver broken glass, I\u2019d walk a mile.<br \/>\nSad to know it doesn\u2019t much matter<br \/>\nThoughts of you are just idle chatter.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to have felt the touch of your lips<br \/>\nLike from a fine wine, sharing a few sips.<br \/>\nSad that we cannot share a kiss<br \/>\nTo cradle your face, that I do miss.<\/p>\n<p>Happy I\u2019m not as cold as I thought<br \/>\nA woman to love I have not sought.<br \/>\nSad that the one that I found<br \/>\nIs so far away and never around.<br \/>\nHappy to dream she might care for me<br \/>\nIn a different place and time it just might be<br \/>\nSad that we won\u2019t get a chance<br \/>\nTo live, love laugh and dance.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to know the feel of your touch<br \/>\nTo come to life and sense so much<br \/>\nSad it was only for a few days<br \/>\nAnd that you could affect me in so many ways.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to hear the sound of your voice<br \/>\nTo think that together was really a choice.<br \/>\nSad that for you it\u2019s just not right<br \/>\nAnd you\u2019ll live you life out of my sight.<\/p>\n<p>Happy when my thoughts are of you<br \/>\nTo even consider we might be two<br \/>\nSad when I know it\u2019s not to be<br \/>\nThere\u2019s little hope for a \u201cyou and me\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Happy when the phone rings \u2013 it\u2019s you!<br \/>\nTo share the laughter as only we do.<br \/>\nSad that it will not go on forever.<br \/>\nWill I ever forget you? No never!<\/p>\n<p>Happy your sunshine was mine for a while<br \/>\nTo make me whole again and make me smile.<br \/>\nSad that love lost is better than none<br \/>\nNo matter what, your heart I\u2019d not won.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to know that for you I do write<br \/>\nThoughts that come in the depths of the night<br \/>\nSad that my dreams of you<br \/>\nAre no more than that, whatever I do.<\/p>\n<p>Happy to think you\u2019ll always make time<br \/>\nFor me to share my thoughts in rhyme.<br \/>\nSad to think you might want me to quit<br \/>\nThat you make me stop will hurt quite a bit.<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<br \/>\nHappy that you are still in my life<br \/>\nThinking I\u2019d lost you would cut like a knife.<br \/>\nSad that we never gave it a chance<br \/>\nTo see if there could have been romance.<\/p>\n<p>Happy that you sound like you\u2019re doing so well.<br \/>\nBut if you are truly happy I cannot tell.<br \/>\nYou\u2019re focused on a career that\u2019s important to you<br \/>\nBut sad that it\u2019s costing you a love so true.<\/p>\n<p>Happy that the strong girl is earning her dreams<br \/>\nThat nothing will stand in the way, it seems.<br \/>\nSad that the soft little girl who lives inside<br \/>\nCame out for such a brief time, but she tried.<\/p>\n<p>Happy that she knows I\u2019ll always care<br \/>\nWherever life takes her, no matter where.<br \/>\nSad that she is now so far away<br \/>\nAnd that forever she could not stay.<\/p>\n<p>Happy in hoping our paths may again cross<br \/>\nNot to dance and laugh would be such a loss<br \/>\nSad that her path may take her away forever<br \/>\nNot get to blade in Vancouver, maybe never?<\/p>\n<p>Happy to believe it will happen some day<br \/>\nAnd that somehow we\u2019ll find a way<br \/>\nHappy to think she\u2019ll come back in my life<br \/>\nAnd I\u2019ll forever dream of her being my, ah, friend.<\/p>\n<p>Love,<\/p>\n<p>Gary<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Happy \u2018n Sad You ask how I am, well, happy \u2018n sad A strange mix of sorrow and glad Happy [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":17525,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[311],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2681","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/10\/tawni.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2681","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2681"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2681\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17526,"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2681\/revisions\/17526"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/17525"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2681"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2681"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/garycjones.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2681"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}